Exposition on the Psalms of David
But the remedy of interior charity is applied; and therefore he says: "My heart grew hot within me," that is, the heat of charity was stirred up in my heart. Prov. 6: "Can a man hide fire in his bosom, and his garments not burn?" So it is impossible that a man should hide the words of God when his heart is inflamed with charity. Ps. 119: "Your word is a fire," etc. The cause of this stirring is meditation on divine things; hence he says: "and in my meditation a fire shall blaze forth." Nothing is loved unless it is good and beautiful. Hence in outward loves, bodily sight is the cause of love. And therefore if you wish to approach spiritual things, your heart must be kindled with the love of God. The effect of this stirring is that he who had resolved to be silent is moved to speak; hence he says, "I spoke." Acts 2: "They were all filled with the Holy Spirit, and began to speak." Gregory: "The Spirit makes those whom he fills both burning and speaking." Job 4: "Who can restrain a conceived word?" Something similar is said in Jer. 20: "The word of the Lord became," etc. "And I said, I will speak no more," etc., and there follows, "and it became in my heart as a burning fire." Or it is explained according to the Gloss: "I became deaf," that is, I was made deaf. God does not give grace to a man unless he uses it; and therefore when someone through negligence does not use the grace given to him, God takes it away from him, as is clear from the parable of the talent. Lk. 19: "Take the mina from him, and give it to the one who has ten minas." And therefore he says, "I became deaf and was humbled," that is, cast down; and then it does not sound as virtue but as fault; and therefore he says, "My heart grew hot from anxiety." Origen explains it differently: "I said, I will guard my ways." Full stop. "That I may not offend with my tongue, I set a guard upon my mouth." And afterwards, "When the sinner stood against me, I was dumb." Now there are three kinds of men. Some, when placed in tribulations, curse their persecutors; some bless them; some are in the middle, who at least attain to this, that they are silent. Thus he escaped the first degree, because he set a guard upon his mouth and did not curse. But because he was dumb and did not bless, he escaped the second degree, because he felt sorrow and burned inwardly from indignation, etc.
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